He’s Yours, What Are You so Afraid of? (Poem #29)

I am afraid that limits will be crossed
I am afraid that when I ask who will be his choice
coins will still have to be tossed

I am afraid that she’ll no longer be simply a threat
I am afraid that she’ll take over
that I’d be put on a shelf
because I wasn’t competent enough
and he had to choose who to love

I am afraid of how far she’s gonna get
and that the blame would always be on me
because while I was holding his heart,
I was letting her touch it.

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Eva Harmoni

There was one night when the rain poured so hard, and i didn't want it to stop. Weird, because i was afraid and amused by the sound of the rain and thunder. The sound of it made me less alone that night. The next day i woke up to find my collection of journals soaked. I keep it near the window to make sure no one could read it. The writings can still be read but i was devastated by the damage. I wanted it preserved but i don't want it published. Still amused by the rain but afraid of the wrath it could bring to my journals, i created this blog.

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