You’re Not Ready for Me (Poem #26)

On the day we started
I asked about the girl you loved first
you spit her name like it was the nastiest thing you ever tasted
and I told myself that maybe,
you now hate her too much to still be in love

But on the days that came
after seeing you again and again
I noticed how you no longer mention about the pain

Upon knowing you more
I knew too that behind the bitterness
for the girl you loved first
lies longing and thirst for her presence

You never dared say it out loud
but you miss her
and you are hoping to find
something in me that she once had.

Well, it would be nice to call you mine
but I won’t be a patch to your heart
I won’t pretend to be someone that I am not.

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Eva Harmoni

There was one night when the rain poured so hard, and i didn't want it to stop. Weird, because i was afraid and amused by the sound of the rain and thunder. The sound of it made me less alone that night. The next day i woke up to find my collection of journals soaked. I keep it near the window to make sure no one could read it. The writings can still be read but i was devastated by the damage. I wanted it preserved but i don't want it published. Still amused by the rain but afraid of the wrath it could bring to my journals, i created this blog.

9 thoughts on “You’re Not Ready for Me (Poem #26)”

      1. Helllooooo Ms. Eva sorryy for the super duper late reply!๐Ÿ˜† Ive been busy for the past few weeks and i do not open my wordpress .nice to meet you too๐Ÿ˜Š. Btw I am 19yrs old and I wont call you EVA only because I guess you are older than me haha .

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      2. Hi there welcome back haha! I bet you were busy with school? I’m all good with being called just by my first name but it really is up to you, and you are correct – i’m 23 years old ๐Ÿ˜Š

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      3. Hahaha. So many misses poem of yours. Cant read it right now so sadddd .But anyways 1 week to go its my vacationnnn waahh cant wait to write again and read your poetry that i missed hahaha.๐Ÿ˜† Hmmm i will be happy if I call you ” ate harmoni ” i thinks its better than EVA only haha. Do you know what “ate” means? Its like when someone called you an “ate” its like a big sister. Im sorry if i tell u this haha i dont know where you from nd dont know if you know that๐Ÿ˜‚.

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      4. Hiiiii ate harmoni. Dont why i’m here now its just im waiting for your reply and your next post hahaha even though I know that the next one is for tomorrow. U know what sadly im here but youre not around but when im the one who’s not around you are here hahaha. Hayss.๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜ž

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    1. Thanks again ๐Ÿ˜ yes i’ve been writing since those years. I finished two novels already but haven’t edited – still lots of improvements needed. When it’s ready i’ll surely let you know!!

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